Model Thinspiration

Mostly candids of models from my own collection. Update: I originally created this video for personal use and never expected it to recieve the amount of views and comments that it has. I try to refrain from reading many comments because I know that hurtful things will be said out of anger and frusteration, but I am impressed by the amount of empathy that has also been given. I know that many people can relate to my own experiences and are in different stages of disorders right now. I do appreciate the positive feedback. I have made progress in my own situation since making this video and have recovered in many aspects. The journey has been long, and I still have a long way to go but I will continue for myself one day at a time. So much energy and so many tears have been wasted on my disorder, both by myself and my loved ones. I have never intended to fuel anyone's eating disorder or to cause the hurt that I have inflicted on myself and my family. For that reason I continue to consider taking down my video. I have yet to do so because I personally still find sanctity in seeing thinspiration. It presents a purity that I still hope to one day achieve. I'm not sure if I will stop feeling this way until I have come to complete terms with my disorder, and maybe it will take that realization for me to delete my video. I see many thinsirational videos made on Youtube that glorify eating disorders and are bluntly "pro-ana". Often those who make and watch these videos do not understand the emotional pain that they are setting themselves up for by wanting to lose a few pounds the easy way. I can't help but feel hypocritical, but I want to distress that eating disorders are not something to be glamourized or strived for. Those who have really suffered understand that starvation or purging is not something to be taken lightly. Please, for your own sake, stay healthy.

Author: elizaab
Length: 09:39
Views: 107113
Tags: anorexia  anorexic  pro-ana  thinspiration  thinspo